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I must've been hatching just as you walked past 2003-04-15 - 3:13 p.m. Today has been a sad day all in all. This morning around nine o'clock, one of our pharmacy supervisors got a phone call from his family. His granddaughter died. She was about three weeks old. His scream was heart-wrenching. I had no idea who was making the noise or why, but I knew it was bad. Only later did I find out what happened. Look at me, I'm crying about it again. So is the rest of the pharmacy staff. How does stuff like this happen? And it's so lonely here today. Slick is on vacation. Fluffy started working out at the county this week. The Mole is giving a lecture at UCSF. Gray is never here on Tuesdays. I am the only one in this small corner of the world. In a way, it's nice. But it's lonely. I've been reading other people's journals most of the day. Catching up from the weekend when I was gone. I know, there is work I should be doing. I know I am going to regret not doing it. I am already regretting not doing it. I don't know what's wrong with me. Why I am not doing it? I don't know. And I guess I don't care to find out. Today's entry title was inspired by a poem by April Halprin Wayland quoted in Ali's entry for today. I also read in Somnambulist's entry for the day about a something called the fucklist in which you can list all the people you want to fuck. I thought about posting there but decided against it for two reasons. First of all, it doesn't appear to be working at the moment, the only list you can find there is Somn's. And second, while Somn listed 51 people, I can only think of 4. Which means I'm either very picky or have no libido. I can tell you right now it's not the latter. Or maybe I just don't know enough people, ha ha. Speaking of Cheesecake (hee hee...) I had a dream about him last night. Well, it wasn't actually about him, but he was in it. It was a warm spring day and I was in pharmacy administration talking with some of the secretary ladies. There was a sliding glass door leading from the administration office to the outside (there isn't in real life) and we were standing just outside it enjoying the sunshine and the gab. Then we saw several airplanes fly over and drop a plume of white stuff out the back like cropdusters. I knew that they were bioterrorists and that whatever they had dropped would kill us when it landed on us. There was only one person that could help, and that was our fearless leader, Cheesecake. (This is going to be a bit awkward because, of course, his real name is not Cheesecake and this bit of the dream involves his name...) I yelled out for him, "Cheese!" Cheesecake is one of those people who is always called by both his first and last names for some unknown reason so I didn't know if he would respond to being called by just his first name. So I tried again, "Cheesecake!" There was still no response so I figured maybe he hadn't heard me. I walked inside towards his office until I saw him standing outside his office having a discussion with some other administrators. I said, "Can you join us outside please?" Such a request coming from me is pretty unusual so he stopped what he was doing and started to slowly follow me as I headed back outside. When I got there I saw that the white stuff was getting very near to the ground. I was really scared. I yelled to Cheesecake, "Hurry!" and the quaver in my voice was enough to get him to start running. We had all come back inside the door but it was still open. When Cheesecake got there he saw the white stuff and immediately started to shut the sliding glass door. But it wouldn't shut all the way. He was pulling on it with all his weight and kicking it but still it wouldn't shut. The white stuff started to drift in through the open door... I've also been spending some time on Swappingtons trying to decide how to spend my points. I've been racking them up recently. A while ago someone requested a book from me and I was embarrassed to have to report to that someone that I couldn't find the book. Well, I found it. I found it in my sports bag this weekend when I was packing for Monterey. Now that I think about it, I remember why I put it there. This book is the sequel to another book which I sent out earlier. When that person requested the book I sent them an e-mail saying I also have the sequel and if they want I will send them that one too. So I brought the sequel with me to work so I could send both books out together if he responded to my e-mail. He never responded so I didn't send it and I had a volleyball game that evening, so it went in the bag. Well, after not being able to find the book, I removed its listing from Swappingtons. Then after finding the book, I reposted it. But before I could send an e-mail to the person who I had told I lost it telling him I found it, the person who I had sent the first book to requested it. So today I'm sending the sequel out to the same person who got the first one. I feel bad for the other person, but oh well. It's kind of nice to know that those two books will be together as a family again :) Anyway, while messing around in Swappingtons and Diaryland I ran across Corajoy who is also a member of BookCrossing! That's a first for me. Just thought I'd share that with y'all. Anyway, I guess I'll finish up with this Love Survey which I'm borrowing from Ali who borrowed it from Tish. 1. Are you a boy or a girl?
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