Only a dream

2002-09-12 - 11:34 a.m.

Recently my dreams have been disappearing before I can really remember them, but I do remember a bit of last night's. The earliest I can remember I was sitting on a couch in a living room. To my left was Princess, lecturing me about something. In a recliner to my right was Princess's grandmother, in the later stages of senility babbling happily to herself. Her grandmother's poodle was on the couch next to me and I was petting it. I was paying much more attetion to the dog than I was to Princess. After a little while, Princess led me away from the living room, up some stairs to another room with several doors. She opened one and went inside. I started to follow, but as I stuck my head in I saw my brother, a bunch of his friends, and his brother-in-law having an orgy party. Actually all I saw was the backside of the naked brother-in-law, but I knew what was happening. I quickly averted my gaze and backed out of the room blushing. I sat down on the floor outside the doorway and heard the howls of laughter from the inside at my embarrassment. I got up and went outside and then just kept walking. I was walking through the hills of San Francisco. The Babe caught up with me. She was crying. She wailed, "I've never done anything like that before! I don't know why I did it! I didn't want to do it! They made me pay $100 to join them! Why did I do it?" Apparently she had taken part in the party. I was disgusted. I didn't say anything mean to her, but I couldn't think of anything nice to say that wouldn't be a lie. So I finally just patted her on the shoulder and said, "It's ok, don't worry." We continued walking through the dry grass and flowers on the hills until we finally got to a high point which had a great view of the bay and ocean. We sat down on the hilltop and enjoyed the sunshine and view.