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The music is just starting 2007-02-19 - 1:56 p.m.
I spent most of the
day yesterday with a stomach ache, pain and nausea that waxed and waned
throughout the day. I didn't eat breakfast, ate a small lunch and was
finally hungry for dinner even though my stomach still hurt. Lolo and I
had planned to go for our first run of the season together yesterday,
but I bailed out because of my stomach. I drove him down to the lake
and walked around and took pictures while he ran. I felt really bad
doing that--I need all the exercise I can get--but I really didn't feel
up to it. I feel better today and I'm thinking maybe I should go for a
run after work. Actually, there's no maybe about it, I should go, but
it's raining off and on and usually I feel crummy after my bus ride
home. But, on the other hand, Lolo has promised to cook for me tonight
(it's been a long time since he's done that--mostly because our work
schedules haven't allowed it), and I often have munchy issues when I
first get home from work. So going for a run will get me out of the
house while Lolo is cooking and prevent me from munching so I'll still
be hungry by the time dinner is ready. On the other hand, like it or
not, it's still winter. Will I have time to go for a run before it gets
dark?I think I'm starting to get a little antsy with my
situation with Lolo. I love him more and more every day and have
little doubt that he feels the same way about me. We talk about our
plans for a house versus a condo, we talk about how many kids we want,
we talk about our retirement together--we talk about all these things
and we're happy with our answers, so why are we not married? We're
going to Hawaii in a month. I'm hoping he'll take advantage of that
romantic setting to propose. If he doesn't, I'm definitely going to
broach the subject. On the plane ride home if necessary. My goal is to
be engaged by the end of March. What do you think of that?
One Good Thing: My tummy doesn't hurt today 8 weeks, 3 days |