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...I was walking down the street in tipsy pride... 2003-03-03 - 7:30 a.m. Do you ever feel like your whole life is an exercise in futility? I feel I'm just going through the motions. As I woke up this morning and the fog of dreamland drifted away, my first coherent thought was, "What the hell are you doing?" To which I sighed and murmured, "I'm going to work." I don't really have a choice. Of course I do have a choice. But I'm not prepared to deal with the consequences of not going to work just yet. So I continue doing what I'm doing. Am I too young to feel like I'm wasting my life? Time is slipping through my fingers. I feel like that CFX song "Going Away":
And hopefully someday I'll feel like the chorus, too:
One Good Thing: 8 weeks, 3 days |